Now inside I get insecure
You’ve got me goin’ mad
Got me mad…

Thin. Slim. Light. Preciousss.
Thin is the feeling. They are all veiled in mist. You find yourself in-between, partly there, partly elsewhere. Snow…

I’m like a bird
I don’t know my soul is…
I don’t know where my home is…

You can fly now. You start for the opened space, driving you own freeway, to feel… the emptiness?
Lonely.
Fading out, disappointed…

Oh baby, all I need is you

A day without is a death for you.
Feelings? Tiny, silly, ashamed toddler.
How soon is the flight?

The whole world is not enough now.

Eyes watchin’: smiling-tender-shimmering, desired sooo badly but never yours.
Lips turn out to be a kiss.. You’re totally smashed and tired dreaming of  ‘em.
Hands… dreaming of touch, hug, more, more…

…you are my drug boy you’re real boy speak to me…

Running miles to nowhere – want to feel him holding you. You’d die for…

No medicine, no cure.
You’re drown in black coffee to forget
To return home...


The blade is a solution today. Fear is your new drug.
You wanted him criminally, awfully  - no way, no way, leave it
Somehow there’s a blade in your hand
Attractively sharp idea of cutting’ your wrists stuck up your head
since you 
found out he was just playing
a game
a trick on you
when he came sniveling tearful
you paid him back the same way.

How could you ever get this far…

Someday the blade would make a final catch...
A trip to somewhere,
But never a home way.


The candle tells it’s all useless. Life is useless.
It says he’d treat you his best ways. Would he ever?
he goes his own way speedin’ to the top. What’s the top?
The candle is silent.
Is there any «you» on his way? Does he want you the way you want?

The answer is out there

Subtle flavor of his perfume reminds of the happiness you want to return


What’s it all for?
Once involved – no way out.
Keeping a distance destruct you
People die of drugs. your snow, your ecstasy - Seems like he prepared the same ending for you…

Sweet unconquered lips. Smiling god.
Loverboy. Angel boy.
Cruel creature of the underworld

Stop holding,
Release me,- boy cries
How soon is the flight?
Your star is waiting. The blade is the key. You are afraid? No way!!!
«funny».
Turn the key.


Love explosion burns you. Strange feeling – strength lowers, you go on (…went on…) gradually falling
You leave your body spilling, aching,
 low low low
swelling world of past

«Don’t look back», he used to say.
You won’t.
There’s no past.

Forever with you.

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